Wake me up inside

The best opening song..in Anime...

2009-12-22T01:55:00.000-08:00

Death Note..

In the flowing time a momentary sparkle twinkles
I keep walking to engrave the world's memories, a believer

I had a dream no one else had, I threw away everything I didn't need
I can't surrender the feelings I have kept in my heart

Even if I'm still between the real and ideal, and my feet have fallen victim to shackles
These overflowing impulses cannot be suppressed because my heart still strongly yearns

"Lies" "Fear" "Vanity" "Grief", I'm not so weak as
To be seized by such negativity, I'm a trickster that doesn't know solitude

I look up at the buildings that pierce the night sky, the stars and such in space invisible
"Will I be lost?" I wonder

The whole town overflowing with tainted people, I won't be lured by such things
Because I want to see something grab my hand at the end of the road connected to tomorrow

My eyes close and I surface in a sea of consciousness
That's when I obtain the ideals I've pictured

Merely receiving life in the world and withering away is just as stupid as dying
I must obtain what no one else can, the crystal called "oneself"

Piercing through simplicity will one day change to the truth
I want to continue believing in it. It's just my faith, the absolute truth

In the flowing time a momentary sparkle twinkles
I keep walking to engrave the world's memories, a believer

Movies that made me cry...

2009-12-06T23:14:00.001-08:00

As they say “There are only two sins in this world, to stay still and to move without purpose”

And didn’t want that sin to be on in my sleeves so I wasn’t writing and didn’t continued my blog…but until this day I find right thing to share..thats why I am writing after so long time…

About the movies that made me cry..

At the beginning I wasn’t much of into movies and I used to watch movies just for fun without thinking much into details of it..But this is change now cause after watching some movies my opinion and my views are changed…and today I want to share those with you(to whomsoever it may be reading…and I hope at least someone is reading)

I am going to write the movies in timely fashion i.e. the time when I watched those movies not the time when they were released..

1>Swades(2004)

Director: Ashutosh Gowariker

The movies was box office hit as well as critically acclaimed…This movie is about The young NRI who come to his home country after long time to take his nanny home. and after watching the situation and condition of his country he decides to fly back to his “home” again. The very well directed by movie director and the only movie in which i like Khan. What I really liked about this movie was the end when the decides to fly back to his home country and his friend ask him “are you going for that girl(gaav ki chori)..are you insane”…and the Mohan says its not about her”...This is the best end of very nice movie..The director could have shown some flashy ending or very dramatic ending to catch the audience eyes but he kept it as simple..yet very elegant. The scene that made me cry was when Mohan ask for water in railway and the guy give him.. a glass of water.

2> pursuit of happyness(2006)

Director: Gabriele Muccino

Be movie name oneself can find out what would be in it…based on true story of young American person who tries to achieve the happiness for himself and his family and how he achieved it. This movie is very well directed by Gabriele is one of the most inspirational and motivational movie for me.

I guess it is because the simplicity that always matter in direction, you don’t need to show any unnecessary emotional exaggeration to get the audience attention but this movie is exactly opposite it shows emotion as it is without any extra additive .

Some of the best scene from the movie is when cris Gardner tries to tell the difference between “probably” and “might be” to his son..And the time when he teaches son about the thing that if you have dream you should protect it..People will tell you that you can’t do it, cause they think that they can’t do it..

3> Schindler’s list(1993)

Director: Steven Spielberg

This movie is by far one of the best movie in any language according to me.

As agent smith told Neo in Matrix “It was your life that taught me the purpose of my life” just like that

I can say “it was this movie that taught me the value if human life.”

Well I am not very skilled writer to explain how much I love this movie but I still try to tell you. Again based on true story of Man who finds the value of human life while saving the Jewish from Nazis during the Second World War. Choices that you make in your life determines you future not some fate or other higher energy that’s what I learn from the scene when A little boy escape from the camp and try to find the place where he can hide from all this holocaust but failed to do so. And then he jumped in to sink full of shit to hide from the Nazi army. If he wouldn’t have done this then he probably would have died at that time, but he chose to live and he survive. The whole movie is full of such immortal scenes that teach us the meaning and importance of life and the value of life could even be one gold ring.

So this were the movies that made me and eventually taught me something more meaning full in life and I guess this list won’t stop here cause there might be movies that are left unwatched or maybe yet to be made.

i walk alone

2008-12-05T19:15:00.000-08:00

i was in puna for last weekend for state level competion in computer,well it was great fun ,
i was really happy to be here.after the competation i decided to go back to the nasik .
i took morning bus to go to the nasik.
i was staying in puna in my brothers room,on the way home he gave me book to read,
when i started to read that book
i find it very boring.
in the afternoon bus took stop at restaurent. i was not hungry that time so i took coke bootle & again
we start to go on,
after some time passes by bus was suddenly stop,i look outside the window big traffic jam,i was like "what the hell!!"
.cause i heard lot about this traffic jam that if you stuck in this traffic then wait for 7-8 hours

,the thing i hate most...."waiting"

i tried to call my brother and they say "when anything can go wrong it will..."
i coudn't call my brother because of no network area...i tried again well this is was my time
it was ringing,i told my brother about the traffic..suddenly one of the passenger stood up & say that
i can pass this traffic & will take another cab from to go to near taluka place which was almost 20
km away.i thought that if i stay here & wait for something to happen that would be really
boring & waste of time.after that man leave the bus some other passenger also stared
walk down.
i called my borther & he gave me the same advice,but..........
then suddenly i thought that what if could not make it to last,what if there will be no cab
i flashes of the discovery tv show "i shouden't be alive" came to my mind.
but i took my decision & there is no way that i can changed it.
then i started to walk down the 'ghat' but the passenger which was walking were ahead
of me,on the way down i came to the point where the accident was took placed.
from that point i can see only traffic all over the way.but i could see that there was one
shortcut which can take me to the near 'dhabba'.
so i went on & on......

on that 'dhabba' i took some rest, & waiting for any motercyclist to go by who can give me
ride to 'sangmner'taluka.but i see nobody , all i can see was traffic in oposite diretion
but my wait was over when i see cab coming ,when i see that cab it was already full
though i manage to fit in to it,but when i see the passenger,i started to laugh cause every
passenger in that cab was from our CT BUS who start walking.
then one of us said that "it is not coincidence that we all are here in same cab".
it is the god that join us.well i am not great spiritaul person nor i believe in destiny
all i can say is that,
EVERY THING THAT HAS BEGINIG HAS AN END.